I used to go on this dating website and I actually would scan out people and a few relationships actually came from meeting these people, so I decided to go back on there to just… I don’t know, see my options I suppose. I now have two pages of read and not replied messages. First off don’t message me to tell me how ‘hot’ or how good looking I am, it’s not flattering and then I see right through to what you’re after and I’m not down. SECONDLY, it’s all kids! Like this one girl and I were talking back and forth and she asked to add me on facebook, sooo yeah sure I gave it to her, went out one weekend and she was online asked her if she wanted to meet downtown and tag along to the club with us ‘Oh I can’t, I’m not of age yet’… me; ‘ugh.. how old are you?’ her ‘17’ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH seven…teen… Omg. A highschooler. A bitty. A little baby. A child younger than my youngest sibiling. Oh god.
Anyways - so I figured meeting people in person would be better instead of relying on the internet to find me someone because I got annoyed with it. I met this girl at a bar awhile ago. And she is so cute. Super nice. Tries everything in her power to impress me…….. and I’m bored. I don’t even want to try. And it makes me feel awful because she is trying so hard and that irritates me.
I have dated a lot and I’m at the point that I feel to warn out to do the dating scene, nor am I even really interested in it these days. I guess people get like that after awhile though. Most of the people I dated I met off the web, so by nottt doing that it kind of eliminates all the chances of meeting someone and I am so okay with that haha.
Theres only one person I have ever talked to in myl ife that could probably talk to me in my worst times and I would still smile. She’s the only person I still get excited to hear from anymore but we don’t even talk anymore and I’m done trying so she’s out of the question, which I suppose she was never an option anyways BUT it still sucks.
The Rapture - How Deep Is Your Love?
all the love that you’ve given me
it helps me see what’s right
all my life now you’ve given me
a chance to see your light
all the feeling i have for you
let it come on through
when i cry you heal my pain
help me come to you
all down the dead end street
its in my feet your kind
sun is shining right on my face
this is the place to find
when it stops
choices are few
it’s just me and you
give me what i need to live
help me come to you
let me hear that song
on this journey you’ve given me
i’m walking all the time
now you’re walking right next to me
the mountains we will climb
all the feeling i have for you
standing in your shoes
when i cry you heal my pain
help me come unglued
let me hear that song
How deep is your love?
let me hear that song
Hallelujah
