I used to go on this dating website and I actually would scan out people and a few relationships actually came from meeting these people, so I decided to go back on there to just… I don’t know, see my options I suppose. I now have two pages of read and not replied messages. First off don’t message me to tell me how ‘hot’ or how good looking I am, it’s not flattering and then I see right through to what you’re after and I’m not down. SECONDLY, it’s all kids! Like this one girl and I were talking back and forth and she asked to add me on facebook, sooo yeah sure I gave it to her, went out one weekend and she was online asked her if she wanted to meet downtown and tag along to the club with us ‘Oh I can’t, I’m not of age yet’… me; ‘ugh.. how old are you?’ her ‘17’ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH seven…teen… Omg. A highschooler. A bitty. A little baby. A child younger than my youngest sibiling. Oh god.
Anyways - so I figured meeting people in person would be better instead of relying on the internet to find me someone because I got annoyed with it. I met this girl at a bar awhile ago. And she is so cute. Super nice. Tries everything in her power to impress me…….. and I’m bored. I don’t even want to try. And it makes me feel awful because she is trying so hard and that irritates me.
I have dated a lot and I’m at the point that I feel to warn out to do the dating scene, nor am I even really interested in it these days. I guess people get like that after awhile though. Most of the people I dated I met off the web, so by nottt doing that it kind of eliminates all the chances of meeting someone and I am so okay with that haha.
Theres only one person I have ever talked to in myl ife that could probably talk to me in my worst times and I would still smile. She’s the only person I still get excited to hear from anymore but we don’t even talk anymore and I’m done trying so she’s out of the question, which I suppose she was never an option anyways BUT it still sucks.